squandered thoughts

i am turning 23 on may 31. since i wont be celebrating it the way it was planned months ago, maybe you can help me make this day very special.

23. have a moment to know what my work is, research assistant

22. go to google, then type seafdec-aqd…

21. when you are walking and you see a candy wrapper pick it up

20. give your mom a hug or if she isnt around, call her or do something for her to know how much you love her or aprreciate all her sacrifices for you.

19. and also your dad

18. and your brother/s and/or sister/s

17. if you’re working in an office, try to use the back of used paper… there’s no harm in recycling

16. speak out against your boss/friend or anybody you feel like opposing

15. view my profile

14.  turn off lights or any electric stuff when not in use (energy conservation, right 4A? this is your science club president hehe)

13. stay away from possible sins

12. say a prayer

11. wish… wish.. wish…

10.  learn how to dance itaktak mo.. hahaha any new dance trend will do (ask jha for details)

9.  remember ‘milenyo’

8.  list down top three problems of this country

7. brag to your friends the best three things about you.. please.. say only real things

6. hear a mass before the 2nd quarter of the year ends

5. talk to a friend you think is drifting away from you

4. always be happy…

3. congratulate yourself

2. greet and wish me luck

1.  send me a gift =)

i certainly miss ben. i cant remember when was the last time we actually talked. he got himself busy with a girl after he transferred to another school. and now he’s single…. hahahaha and he contacted me again. people tend to get in touch with me after they broke up with their gfs/bfs. how cruel is that?

wish me luck. mark this day

we want duka bay

we want cdo

we want camiguin

help us in our protest!

-mai and mav

i can’t sleep. i do not want to sleep. possibility of seeing you there is huge and is not worth of my 4 remaining hours to rest. but its my only chance to find happiness, with you in my dreams. goodnight.

i feel like crying in the middle of the day! but i already did last night

how i wish my hands would stop browsing this net so i wont be hurt anymore

how i wish my mind will stop thinking of you

how i wish i can just drink til i drop then the pain will go

how i wish i can sleep with any guy so i can forget you

how i wish i didn’t come to know you

its been a very long time, but the feeling is still strong, you have done nothing for me. why do i have to love you this much? id rather be single than to have somebody who isn’t you. time time time

give me more time please to forget you. i really have to or else i’ll lose my mind