squandered thoughts

its okay… motto for the past three days at puerto galera. cannot even explain well, but those two words keep me smiling (until now :D).

other quotable quotes (that made me laugh soooo hard):

jo (to his bf): baby, wag ka dito malalim dito

joel(or dun): ayan na si col, me dala elctric fan!

dun(to joel): sinu ka-sun mu? family ni ced?

joel: mabibingo na ko eh…

mai: edi sumigaw ka ng bingo!

dun: magtitiwala ka ba kung ang kapitan eh balbas sarado?!… kaya pala commandos, mukha lahat sila kumando!

ced (immitating rusty): tara na, tara na.. (sabay sa sunblock sa mata)

i spent three days at puerto galera, kahit di pko nakakarecover sa itim ng bora. pero okei naman kasi ngayon ko lang ata ulit nakasama ung mga pinsan ko out of town. basta masaya. sana makasama ko ulit sila, kukulit at lakas kumain hehe check http://www.flickr.com/people/mariaellaine/ for more of our pictures

di naman tlaga ko mahilig sa beach pero mahilig ako lumabas kasama ng mga tao tao… hmmm… excited na din ata ako bumalik ng puerto this time with my girlfriends… sana makasama ko din sila circle people sa out of town na masaya . miss ko na kayo! kahit nagiinum na ata kau sa mga oras na ‘to.

last night, my cousin and his gf went out for a couple of beers. we had this strange conversation. rus started asking about my ways… why am i still seeing this guy, why do i go out and see married or attached people, how long have we been like this, and why am i not yet commited and so forth. those questions made me think. then i realized there’s nothing i can do about my current situation. joan asked me (wasn’t the first time) how come i am ok even almost everyday shit happens and people fool around and i let myself to be their victims. well, all i can do is accept certain facts, live with them and so on. i no longer have to be the drama queen….I AM NO LONGER THE DRAMA QUEEN! in fact, my last week was great. four days in boracay, four days of thinking nothing but what and where to eat, what to do next, which bar is for the night. remembering flyfish "hold for your life", atv "your life is in your hands", banana boat ride "you can chill without holding but you have to be cautious of the sharp turn in any minute", sailing "relax, take a deep breath, reflect" and puca beach "you cannot hold you beauty for long"… life really has its own will, different twists and sometimes intense turns. my first ever missed feb fair, since 2002. but i do not have any regrets anyway. hahaha feeling ko naman kasi wala talaga ko namiss, except for long lost friends like ben.

hay. that’s my life. as of now, i want a steady life. and im excited to find a new home, hopefully, to stay there for at least three months. almost every month, something is happening to me and it is always related to where i stay. i should start living on my own, the hell to have a steady  life.

i’ve been in the dark for the past few weeks. but now, i am brighter, better, shinier than ever. I AM OK NOW. people, i am ok now, but not necessarily mean im still the old mylene (im so sorry cheni, the mylene you are looking for has been gone for quite long time, MABAIT NA TALAGA KO EH ha ha ha). 

*a big thanks to little francis

nakakasawa din pala ang mga usaping paulit ulit. isang buwan na nakakalipas, nakakapagod na din. sabi ko nga kay cheni, isang araw lang, pwede kayang wag natin pagusapan un? pero anu magagawa kahit anu pilit iwasan ang usaping un, wala, ganun pa rin. mapaguusapan pa rin ng paulit ulit. TAMA NA!

kitchie at lean. sa pag uusap namin hanggang alas 12 ng gabi dun sa coffee shop na kami lang tatlo ang tao, sa tingin ko paulit ulit lang pero bakit hindi naman nakakasawa? kahit ang pinakapaboritong pagusapan eh ang kacornihan ko o katabaan ko, ayos lang. kahit may paulit ulit pa ding isyu sa mga lalake, sige pa din enjoy lang. namiss ko lang din sila tsaka ung tatlong oras na kwentuhan, laitan at asaran!

nasa nararamdaman lang siguro. :0