squandered thoughts

mrs norris turned 5 years old.

again. my christmas 2006 is exactly how i spent the season last year. my my my janella, rushing into my room with "shit… tulog ka pa?". fyi. jan is barely 5 years old, im not even sure if she comprehends the word. then i realized its christmas. and this festive season made me feel that im the only single person living, looking forward for the night’s event since most of my friends are single and i know will be there, but honestly i wan’st sure that time if i wanted to go. maybe i’ll go but for only those people i would like to see.

as hours passed, as candies, gifts and my energy declined. my xmas’ spirit is on its way down to my feet until i don’t wanna leave my room. so i slept, not knowing it could be worse when i wake up. so there’s my friends named book and fone, but i wasn’t friendly for long. christmas is almost over, after a month long preparation of gifts and schedules just meet up with what the season conveys. almost but not quite, mae came, its been a month since our last talk, we had dinner and little bonding at tagaytay. finale, inuman ng tropa! its another story, unending highschool issues, red horse, kariran (meron ba?! glen and mae and mark reunited), reconciliation and new baby ang good thing, we didn’t talk much of our status, well, we all know being single has its own blessings. samin nalang un five years has passed, yet it always feels like yesterday. five years of different paths, decisions, choices and preferences… i cant help myself but wonder how come we grew up differently when we were bonded by common personalities.

five years made us distinct from each other!