squandered thoughts

pano ko masisimulan ang isang bagay kung hindi pa tapos ang nakaraan?

im talking about my work, yep, our presentation tomorrow. i dont even know where to start. i have here lots of materials to work with, but what the hell im gonna do with those **** materials. Materials that took me two months to gather, and from discussions with several people i hardly know and understand. i have this whole night to finish what my boss is telling me for the past few days and hours, take note: few hours ago. hindi ko pa nga tapos yung pinapagawa nya eh… hanggang kelan ako ganito?! nakakasawa, nakakapagod at nakakabingi. but i guess this will never end as long as im here and with work like this.

its been two months since i started working and until now im not yet decided what am i going to do with my life. is this what i really want?! or just because this was offered? whew, my life i think is a little mess.

what i want to do right now is to sit in front of beers, and have a little chat with my dear friends. funny, but im stucked  here in our beloved office. my third home :p